Jottings.

umm, time is absolutely flying away like an arrow, as usual, I have a strong sense of urgency and desire to load all the key points into my brain ,I am used to reflecting  on what i have done each day befrore sleeping, and once in a while,have a sense of guilty for wasting some time which I shouldn't have wasted.

I may say that I have, at least, tried to make the best use of  my time,but what's more critical is whether i have adopted the most efficient and scientific approach of study to optimize the ratio of pay to gain. i know i am always very senstive for what i am doing , well, I may as well take a deep breath to soothe myself that since my intelligency quotient is not below the average level, since I paid as much effort as my rivals, chance is that I may stand a chance to survive if work to be continued as it is.

I don't know whether my English sentences can be understood by my friends or not,I just wanna keep writing in English to keep my sense of language, otherwise, i would have to wonder whethe I would be language-deficient since i seldom have the cance to have face-to-face communication with any English speaker.I can't  step back.

I didn't feel tired with my life and study, instead, I feel my lifestyle is of the most leisure, with no pressure from the livelihood survival, (i mean, at least, during this year), my heart was at set ease and peace.

I don't wanna review what have happened to me during the last year, especially the last 3 months of last year, I will hide those memories deep in my heart til one day, one day I will contact with someone after I achieve success...I need to demonstrate something... something accountable....

Today is a gift,.Yesterday is history, tomorrow is unknown distance, but today is a gift, and are therefore now known as the Present, please cherish this gift...

cherish the gift

thank you for ur attention to my diary

hi,dear friend, you have earned so many 考元，may i ask how u did it? thank you in advance.