My mom said to me today, whenever i go ,the neighbors asked what your daughter stay at home to do ? and she only tell the truth, explaining that my daughter stay at home this year to educate herself.,she is pursuing further education, then my mom said you should struggle to make it ,no matter how difficult it is ,you should earn the face for me , and what's more important, for yourself.
Well,i just ask him not to give me unnecessary pressure. ignore what other people are saying about me, I will insist on the way that i have chosen, i won't be influenced by any comment .
Nobody knows it better than me what motivated me to decide to face this challeng of Post-gra entrance exam, Nobody understand what i feel after I sadly give up the failure love affair and what lesson I draw from it, Nobody would understand me as I understand myself.
Well, I am mature enough to hide those things deep in my heart, I will turn the past failure experiene into the driving force to sustain my current and future life. Now the time comes, the time of challenging myself to the limit. the challenge of test my anti-pressure,anti-loneliness,anti-negative mood ,etc.
I still think well of myself, I have been had the confidence and persistance to stick it out. the darkest moment has already passed by, the life in the future to come won't be with much horror .
So, cheer up as always and embrace the beautiful life with big smile. |